My Adulting Experience

So as Ariana and I were catching up this week about our plans for season 2, we couldn't stop talking about how our day to day life is. It feels so weird knowing that I'm only 19 (turning 20 soon whoop whoop) and I feel so old from all these responsibilities. I mean that's life in general, but compared to being a senior in high school, and now two years later, in my second year of college it's like this huge drastic change.

I honestly remember turning 18 and feeling a change in the atmosphere. You know how people say, "A birthday is just another day of life" or "I feel the same" ? That wasn't the case for me. It was a whole new feeling and from that moment I instantly started adulthood with bills, insurance, college, and bills on bills basically. But I also started to get scared for my own life, just being super couscous of everyone and everything around me. It was like the Tati from Queens that use to just walk across the street, not caring if a car was coming or not (this is a New Yorker thing), had disappeared. Now that I'm upstate and no longer have to walk everywhere, but drive...the road is something else.

But yeah I don't know if it's just us but it's crazy. It's crazy how fast life flies by from little high school drama, to college trying to get a degree, to eventually doing whatever you want to do in the world. I know I'm still young but sheesh, at this point I feel like my mind is already 30, my body is 40, and can see the next few years going by like nothing.

Overall, that's all I have to say as of now, but Ari and I get into it a little bit more for season two's first episode. So, if you haven't checked that out, go do that and let me know if what you guys thought about my first blog :)

See you guys next week!